Reflections
of Beachcombers
Four Days in Grayland,
Part IV
Compiled by Michael P. Garofalo
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More Poetry by Michael P. Garofalo
Grayland Beach, Southwestern Washington, USA
Poems,
Quotations, Sayings
Beachcombing, Walking, Pacific Ocean,
Sea Shore, Waves, Wind, Fishing, Fog, Clam Digging, Harbors, Bays, Beaches, Tides
"Once in his life a man ought to concentrate
his mind on the remembered earth, I believe. He ought to give himself
up to a particular landscape in his experience, to look at it from as many
angles as he can, to wonder about it, to dwell upon it. He ought to
imagine that he touches it with his hands at every season and listens to the
sounds that are made upon it. He ought to imagine the creatures there
and all the faintest motions of the wind. He ought to recollect the
glare of moon and all the colors of the dawn and dusk."
- N. Scott Momaday
"When anxious, uneasy and bad thoughts come, I
go to the sea, and the sea drowns them out with its great wide sounds,
cleanses me with its noise, and imposes a rhythm upon everything in me that
is bewildered and confused."
- Rainer Maria Rilke
"Waiting, watching, listening for the storm
to reach the shore.
Swirling the waters cauldron; lifting the ocean floor.
Relocating and destroying - beachcombing aft the wind has blown.
Walk the sands of turmoil - collecting cuttlebone."
- By Lindsay Laurie
"Stone Lagoon and sky
become one--
deepening fog."
- Michael P. Garofalo
“The waves broke and spread their waters
swiftly over the shore. One after another they massed themselves and fell;
the spray tossed itself back with the energy of their fall. The waves were
steeped deep-blue save for a pattern of diamond-pointed light on their backs
which rippled as the backs of great horses ripple with muscles as they move.
The waves fell; withdrew and fell again, like the thud of a great beast
stamping.”
- Virginia Woolf, The Waves
"There are those to whom place is unimportant,
But this place, where sea and fresh water meet,
Is important—
Where the hawks sway out into the wind,
Without a single wing beat,
And the eagles sail low over the fir trees,
And the gulls cry against the crows
In the curved harbors,
And the tide rises up against the grass
Nibbled by sheep and rabbits….
I sway outside myself
Into the darkening currents,
Into the small spillage of driftwood,
The waters swirling past the tiny headlands."
-
Theodore Roethke, The Rose, 1964
"Every time we walk along a beach some ancient
urge disturbs us so that we find ourselves shedding shoes and garments or
scavenging among seaweed and whitened timbers like the homesick refugees of
a long war."
- Loren Eiseley
"One day I wrote her name upon the strand,
But came the waves and washed it away:
Again I wrote it with a second hand,
But came the tide, and made my pains his prey.
‘Vain man,’ said she, ‘that dost in vain assay,
A mortal thing so to immortalize;
For I myself shall like to this decay,
And eke my name be wiped out likewise"
- Edmund Spenser, Amoretti LXXV
"Limitless and immortal, the waters are the
beginning and end of all things on earth."
- Heinrich Zimmer
"Iis a beauteous evening, calm and free,
The holy time is quiet as a Nun
Breathless with adoration; the broad sun
Is sinking down in its tranquility;
The gentleness of heaven broods o’er the sea:
Listen! the mighty Being is awake,
And doth with his eternal motion make
A sound like thunder—everlastingly.
Dear Child! dear Girl! that walkest with me here,
If thou appear untouched by solemn thought,
Thy nature is not therefore less divine:
Thou liest in Abraham’s bosom all the year;
And worship at the Temple’s inner shrine,
God being with thee when we know it not."
- William Wordsworth, Evening on Calais Beach
"Because there's nothing more beautiful than
the way the ocean refuses to stop kissing
the shoreline, not matter how many
times it's sent away."
- Sarah Kay
"Fog everywhere. Fog up the river, where it
flows among green aits and meadows; fog down the river, where it rolls
defiled among the tiers of shipping and the waterside pollutions of a great
(and dirty) city. Fog on the Essex marshes, fog on the Kentish heights. Fog
creeping into the cabooses of collier-brigs; fog lying out on the yards, and
hovering in the rigging of great ships; fog drooping on the gunwales of
barges and small boats. Fog in the eyes and throats of ancient Greenwich
pensioners, wheezing by the firesides of their wards; fog in the stem and
bowl of the afternoon pipe of the wrathful skipper, down in his close cabin;
fog cruelly pinching the toes and fingers of his shivering little ’prentice
boy on deck. Chance people on the bridges peeping over the parapets into a
nether sky of fog, with fog all round them, as if they were up in a balloon,
and hanging in the misty clouds."
- Charles Dickens, Bleak House
"The sea is calm to-night.
The tide is full, the moon lies fair
Upon the straits; – on the French coast the light
Gleams and is gone; the cliffs of England stand,
Glimmering and vast, out in the tranquil bay.
Come to the window, sweet is the night-air!
Only, from the long line of spray
Where the sea meets the moon-blanch’d land,
Listen! you hear the grating roar
Of pebbles which the waves draw back, and fling,
At their return, up the high strand,
Begin, and cease, and then again begin,
With tremulous cadence slow, and bring
The eternal note of sadness in."
- Matthew Arnold, Dover Beach, 1860
“The more you get used to the calm of the
harbor, the more alien the waves and realities of the sea become for you!
You are looking for a safe harbor: The safest harbor is a well-functioning
elaborative mind, because only such a mind
can find the best solutions to
the most difficult problems.”
- Mehmet Murat Ildan
"I saw from the beach, when the morning was
shining,
A bark o'er the waters move gloriously on;
I came when the sun o'er that beach was declining,
The bark was still there, but the waters were gone.
And such is the fate of our life's early promise,
So passing the spring-tide of joy we have known;
Each wave that we danced on at morning ebbs from us,
And leaves us, at eve, on the bleak shore alone.
Oh, who would not welcome that moment's
returning
When passion first waked a new life through his frame,
And his soul, like the wood that grows precious in burning,
Gave out all its sweets to love's exquisite flame."
- Thomas Moore
"The only thing to come now is the sea.
From between two hills a sudden wind funnels at me,
Slapping its phantom laundry in my face.
These hills are too green and sweet to have tasted salt.
I follow the steep path between them. The last hook brings me
To the hills' northern face, and the face is orange rock
That looks out on nothing, nothing but a great space
Of white and pewter lights, and a din like sliversmiths
Beating and beating at an intractable metal."
- Sylvia Plath, Blackberrying, 1961
"Civilization is a movement and not a
condition, a voyage and not a harbor.
- Arnold J. Toynbee
"Unfathomable Sea! whose waves are
years,
Ocean of Time, whose waters of deep woe
Are brackish with the salt of human tears!
Thou shoreless flood, which in thy ebb and flow
Claspest the limits of mortality,
And sick of prey, yet howling on for more,
Vomitest thy wrecks on its inhospitable shore;
Treacherous in calm, and terrible in storm,
Who shall put forth on thee,
Unfathomable Sea?"
- Percy Bysshe Shelley, Time
“The sea-shore is a sort of neutral ground, a
most advantageous point from which to contemplate this world.”
- Henry David Thoreau, Cape Cod
'Safe Harbor' is a state of mind... it's the
place - in reality or metaphor - to which one goes in times of trouble or
worry. It can be a friendship, marriage, church, garden, beach, poem,
prayer, or song."
- Luanne Rice
"Louder than gulls the little children
scream
Whom fathers haul into the jovial foam;
But others fearlessly rush in, breast high,
Laughing the salty water from their mouthes--
Heroes of the nursery.
The horny boatman, who has seen whales
And flying fishes, who has sailed as far
As Demerara and the Ivory Coast,
Will warn them, when they crowd to hear his tales,
That every ocean smells of tar."
- Robert Frost, The Beach
“One day many years ago a man walked along and
stood in the sound of the ocean on a cold sunless shore and said, "We need a
voice to call across the water, to warn ships; I'll make one. I'll make a
voice like all of time and all of the fog that ever was; I'll make a voice
that is like an empty bed beside you all night long, and like an empty house
when you open the door, and like trees in autumn with no leaves. A sound
like the birds flying south, crying, and a sound like November wind and the
sea on the hard, cold shore. I'll make a sound that's so alone that no one
can miss it, that whoever hears it will weep in their souls, and hearths
will seem warmer, and being inside will seem better to all who hear it in
the distant towns. I'll make me a sound and an apparatus and they'll call it
a Fog Horn and whoever hears it will know the sadness of eternity and the
briefness of life."
- Ray Bradbury, The Fog Horn
"The smell of the sea hugged the fog in the redwood trees,
All cool and dank, dimly lit and rank with green,
And in shadowed limbs the Stellar jays jabbered free,
And me, standing silently, an alien in this enchanted scene.
From behind the mossy grey stumps
the sounds of footsteps crunching fronds of ferns
caught my suddenly wary mind ...
What?
"Hello, old friend," said Chang San Feng.
"Master Chang, what a surprise," said I.
Master Chang sat on a stump, smiled, and said,
"Can you hear the Blue Dragon singing in the decaying
tree;
Or is it the White Tiger roaring in the wilderness of your bright white
skull?
No matter! The answer is in the questioning; don't you Chan men see?
In the red ball flesh of this decaying tree
Sapless woody shards of centuries of seasons
Nourish the new roots of mindfulness sprouting.
Yes, Yes, but how can it be?
The up-surging waves of life sprout forth from the decaying tree,
As sure as sunrise rolling over the deep black sea.
Coming, coming, endlessly coming; waves of Chi.
Tan Qian's raven roosts for 10,000 moons
in the withered branches of the rotting tree;
then, one day, the weathered tree falls,
nobody hearing, soundlessly crashing
on the forest floor, on some unknown noon.
Over and over, over and over, life bringing death,
death bringing life,
Beyond even the miraculous memories of an old Xian like me;
Watching, watching, sequestered from the strife,
Turning my soul away sometimes because I cannot bear to see.
Even minds may die, but Mind is always free
Bounding beyond, beyond, far beyond you and me;
Somehow finding the Possibility Keys
And unlocking the Door out of the Voids of Eternities."
Master Chang somehow, someway,
slowly disappeared into the red brown heart of the decaying tree.
Then the squawk of the jay
opened my mind's eye to the new day -
Namaste."
- Michael P. Garofalo
Remembering Prairie Creek Redwoods State Park, California
April 27, 2012
Meetings
with Master Chang San Feng
“They travel long distances to stroll along
the seashore, for reasons they can't put into words.”
- Edward O. Wilson
"Follow the river and you will find the sea."
A French proverb
“I'm so alive. As I stand facing the beauty of
the never-ending Pacific Ocean, a late afternoon breeze blows down from the
hills behind. As always, it is a beautiful day. The sun is making its final
descent. The magic is about to begin. The skies are ready to burn with
brilliance, as it turns from a soft blue to a bright orange. Looking towards
the West, I stare in awe at the hypnotic power of the waves. A giant curl
begins to take form, then breaks
with a thundering clap as it crashes on the shore.”
- Dave Pelzer
"In steeps and sighs,
The ocean explains itself, backing and filling
What spaces it can't avoid, spaces
In black shoes, their hands clasped, the eyes teared at the edges:
We watch from the high hillside,
The ocean swelling and flattening, the space
Filling and emptying, horizon blade
Flashing the afternoon sun.
The dead are constant in
The white lips of the sea.
Over and over, through clenched teeth, they tell
Their story, the story each knows by heart:
Remember me, speak my name.
When the moon tugs at my sleeve,
When the body of water is raised and becomes the body of light,
Remember me, speak my name."
- Charles Wright, Homage to Paul Cezanne, 1977
“Under the thinning fog the surf curled and
creamed, almost without sound, like a thought trying to form inself on the
edge of consciousness.”
- Raymond Chandler
"At the sea shore you pick up a pebble,
fashioned after a law of nature, in the exact form that best resists
pressure, and worn as smooth as glass. It is so perfect that you take it as
a keepsake. But could you know its history from the time when a rough
fragment of rock fell from the overhanging cliff into the sea, to be taken
possession of by the under currents, and dragged from one ocean to another,
perhaps around the world, for a hundred years, until in reduced and perfect
form it was cast upon the beach as you find it, you would have a fit
illustration of what many principles, now in familiar use, have endured,
thus tried, tortured and fashioned during the ages."
- Joseph Neilson
"She sells sea-shells on the sea-shore,
The shells she sells are sea-shells, I’m sure
For if she sells sea-shells on the sea-shore
Then I’m sure she sells sea-shore shells."
- Mary Anning
"It was cold and windy, scarcely the day
to take a walk on that long beach
Everything was withdrawn as far as possible,
indrawn: the tide far out, the ocean shrunken,
seabirds in ones or twos.
The rackety, icy, offshore wind
numbed our faces on one side;
disrupted the formation
of a lone flight of Canada geese;
and blew back the low, inaudible rollers
in upright, steely mist."
- Elizabeth Bishop, The End of March
"Here all night on the dunes
In the rocking wind we sleep,
Watched by sentry stars,
Lulled by the drone of the deep.
Till hark, in the chill of the dawn
A field lark wakes and cries,
And over the floor of the sea
We watch the round sun rise.
The world is washed once more
In a tide of purple and gold,
And the heart of the land is filled
With desires and dreams untold.
- Bliss Carman, On the Dunes
“Beauty can be found, in a fog of
uncertainty.”
- Marivee Bejar
"The ocean stirs the heart, inspires the
imagination and brings eternal joy to the soul."
- Robert Wyland
"Only the idea of self remains
Floating on a sea of cells;
Only heartbeats short of eternity
In breath after breath we dwell."
- Michael P. Garofalo
"In every outthrust headland, in every curving
beach, in every grain of sand there is the story of the earth."
- Rachel Carson
“The pessimist complains about the wind; the
optimist expects it to change; the realist adjusts the sails.”
– William Arthur Ward
"I would be enthralled at the stories the
ocean could tell,
about explorers and adventurers that traversed its swell,
of the lives lost in shipwrecks and of pirate tales of old,
and legends passed down through generations, told.
The ocean is mysterious, enchanting us all,
and contains many strange creatures both large and small,
a vast body of water, we challenge with our might,
sail our boats across, battle it by day and by night.
It changes character, furious brooding one minute,
next it is calm and serene, then we can overcome and win it!
But when I see its rolling, crashing waves,
I am glad I am on terra firma, as it's stability I crave!"
- Laura J. Sanders
“Twenty years from now, you will be more
disappointed by the things you didn’t do than those you did. So throw off
the bowlines. Sail away from safe harbor. Catch the wind in your sails.
Explore. Dream. Discover.”
- Mark Twain
“I have been feeling very clearheaded lately
and what I want to write about today is the sea. It contains so many colors.
Silver at dawn, green at noon, dark blue in the evening. Sometimes it looks
almost red. Or it will turn the color of old coins. Right now the shadows of
clouds are dragging across it, and patches of sunlight are touching down
everywhere. White strings of gulls drag over it like beads. It is my
favorite thing, I think, that I have ever seen. Sometimes I catch myself
staring at it and forget my duties. It seems big enough to contain
everything anyone could ever feel.”
- Anthony Doerr
"To dance at the Still Point of the time
beyond Time,
Beyond pasts, within futures, this Moment
Now and forever, beyond minds.
Not knowing of Who or Why
We stroll on sand dunes, and Love,
Precious flowers in the sky."
- Michael P. Garofalo,
Above the Fog
"A fog drifts in, the heavy laden
Cold white ghost of the sea—
One by one the hills go out,
The road and the pepper-tree.
I watch the fog float in at the window
With the whole world gone blind,
Everything, even my longing, drowses,
Even the thoughts in my mind.
I put my head on my hands before me,
There is nothing left to be done or said,
There is nothing to hope for, I am tired,
And heavy as the dead."
- Sara Teasdale
"Waves are the voices of tides. Tides
are life."
- Tamora Pierce
"Perhaps not to be is
to be without your being,
without your going, that cuts noon light
like a blue flower, without your passing
later through fog and stones,"
...
- Pablo Neruda
All day long in fog and wind,
The waves have flung their beating crests
Against the palisades of adamant.
My boy, he went to sea, long and long ago,
Curls of brown were slipping underneath his cap,
He looked at me from blue and steely eyes;
Natty, straight and true, he stepped away,
My boy, he went to sea.
All day long in fog and wind,
The waves have flung their beating crests
Against the palisades of adamant.
- Carl Sandburg
"The tide rises, the tide falls,
The twilight darkens, the curlew calls;
Along the sea-sands damp and brown
The traveler hastens toward town,
And the tide rises, the tide falls.
Darkness settles on roofs and walls,
But the sea, the sea in darkness calls;
The little waves, with their soft, white hands,
Efface the footprints in the sands,
And the tide rises, the tide falls.
The morning breaks; the steeds in their stalls
Stamp and neigh, as the hostler calls;
The day returns, but nevermore
Returns the traveler to the shore.
And the tide rises, the tide falls."
- Henry Wadsworth Longfellow, The Tide Rises, the Tide Falls,
1850
"The fog comes
on little cat feet.
It sits looking."
- Carl Sandburg
"The sea does not reward those who are too
anxious, too greedy, or too impatient. One should lie empty, open,
choiceless as a beach - waiting for a gift from the sea."
- Anne Morrow Lindbergh
"I often wander on the beach
Where once, so brown of limb,
The biting air, the roaring surf
Summoned me to swim.
I see my old abundant youth
Where combers lean and spill,
And though I taste the foam no more
Other swimmers will.
Oh, good exultant strength to meet
The arching wall of green,
To break the crystal, swirl, emerge
Dripping, taut, and clean.
To climb the moving hilly blue,
To dive in ecstasy
And feel the salty chill embrace
Arm and rib and knee.
What brave and vanished laughter then
And tingling thighs to run,
What warm and comfortable sands
Dreaming in the sun.
The crumbling water spreads in snow,
The surf is hissing still,
And though I kiss the salt no more
Other swimmers will."
- Christopher Morley, The Old Swimmer
"Early in the day it was whispered that we should sail in a
boat,
only thou and I, and never a soul in the world would know of this our
pilgrimage to no country and to no end.
In that shoreless ocean,
at thy silently listening smile my songs would swell in melodies,
free as waves, free from all bondage of words.
Is the time not come yet?
Are there works still to do?
Lo, the evening has come down upon the shore
and in the fading light the seabirds come flying to their nests.
Who knows when the chains will be off,
and the boat, like the last glimmer of sunset,
vanish into the night?"
- Rabindranath Tagore, Sail Away
“Our mind is like a beach: Sometimes sunny,
sometimes wavy, sometimes crowded, sometimes empty and lonely; at times
stormy, at nights, cold and windy; in the mornings, very clear; at twilight,
foggy! Our mind is like a beach, changing from one moment to another!”
- Mehmet Murat ildan
"The peach hue of the darkening sky,
Fades into the cobalt blue of twilight.
A million dancing sunbeams,
Kiss the frothy waters of the deepening sea.
Cold stones, washed by a thousand drops,
Stand by to wait the breaking of the night.
Thinning wisps of lacy clouds,
Hide the advent of the stars.
Whirling waters draw together,
The canopy of heaven,
And the carpet of the earth."
- Tommy McPherson, Seaside Sunset
"Dreamy, distant shores beckon my wistful, weary soul,
too long have I dwelt in limbo at the water's edge
afeared of the murky depths, of what lies beneath,
knowing that salvation lies beyond the ebb and flow of the tide,
needing to wade a little deeper, as with each day I die a little more.
The lapping, lathery tongue tempts me with its tender touch
yet, should I brave the cruel charybdis* before me
only to flounder and drown in the darkened abyss below?
Or will soothing sirens guide me to a sanctuary beyond the horizon?
How I yearn to swim in life's ocean once more, to feel its pull !
Looking across the ocean swells, I see a blazing beacon
casting its path, stretching to my feet, giving me courage,
the first tentative step is the hardest, but with each I feel my spirit surge,
joyously it soars as I run, the far distant land growing nearer,
and a voice inside whispers,''have courage, there is hope ahead '',
for
''You can't cross the sea by merely by standing and staring at the water."
- Stellina
"These wet rocks where the tide has been,
Barnacled white and weeded brown
And slimed beneath to a beautiful green,
These wet rocks where the tide went down
Will show again when the tide is high
Faint and perilous, far from shore,
No place to dream, but a place to die--
The bottom of the sea once more.
There was a child
that wandered through
A giant's empty house all day--
House full of wonderful things and new,
But no fit place for a child to play."
- Edna St. Vincent Millay
"I started Early – Took my Dog –
And visited the Sea –
The Mermaids in the Basement
Came out to look at me –
And Frigates – in the Upper Floor
Extended Hempen Hands –
Presuming Me to be a Mouse –
Aground – upon the Sands –
But no Man moved Me – till the Tide
Went past my simple Shoe –
And past my Apron – and my Belt
And past my Bodice – too –
And made as He would eat me up –
As wholly as a Dew
Upon a Dandelion’s Sleeve –
And then – I started – too …"
- Emily Dickinson
"To go out with the setting sun on an empty
beach is to truly embrace your solitude."
- Jeanne Moreau
"At the beach, life is different. Time
doesn't move hour to hour but mood to moment.
We live by the currents,
plan by the tides, and follow the sun."
- Sandy Gringas
"The river is within us, the sea is all about
us;
The sea is the land's edge also, the granite
Into which it reaches, the beaches where it tosses
Its hints of earlier and other creation:
The starfish, the horseshoe crab, the whale's backbone;
The pools where it offers to our curiosity
The more delicate algae and the sea anemone.
It tosses up our losses, the torn seine,
The shattered lobsterpot, the broken oar
And the gear of foreign dead men. The sea has many voices,
Many gods and many voices.
The salt is on the briar rose,
The fog is in the fir trees.
The sea howl
And the sea yelp, are different voices
Often together heard: the whine in the rigging,
The menace and caress of wave that breaks on water,
The distant rote in the granite teeth,
And the wailing warning from the approaching headland
Are all sea voices, and the heaving groaner
Rounded homewards, and the seagull:
And under the oppression of the silent fog
The tolling bell
Measures time not our time, rung by the unhurried
Ground swell, a time
Older than the time of chronometers, older
Than time counted by anxious worried women
Lying awake, calculating the future,
Trying to unweave, unwind, unravel
And piece together the past and the future,
Between midnight and dawn, when the past is all deception,
The future futureless, before the morning watch
When time stops and time is never ending;
And the ground swell, that is and was from the beginning,
Clangs
The bell."
- T. S. Eliot, The Dry Salvages
"The beach to me is a sacred zone between the
earth and the sea, one of those in-between between places where transitions
can be experienced ─ where endings can be mourned and beginnings birthed.
A walk along the beach offers the gift of the unexpected."
- Joan Anderson
"The Ocean has its silent caves,
Deep, quiet, and alone;
Though there be fury on the waves,
Beneath them there is none.
The awful spirits of the deep
Hold their communion there;
And there are those for whom we weep,
The young, the bright, the fair.
Calmly the wearied seamen rest
Beneath their own blue sea.
The ocean solitudes are blest,
For there is purity.
The earth has guilt, the earth has care,
Unquiet are its graves;
But peaceful sleep is ever there,
Beneath the dark blue waves."
- Nathaniel Hawthorne, The Ocean
“Sit in reverie and watch the changing color
of the waves that break upon the idle seashore of the mind.”
– Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
"Hast thou been known to sing,
O sea, that knowest thy strength?
Hast thou been known to sing?
Thy voice, can it rejoice?
Naught save great sorrowing,
To me, thy sounds incessant
Do express, naught save great sorrowing.
Thy lips, they daily kiss the sand,
In wanton mockery.
Deep in thine awful heart
Thou dost not love the land.
Thou dost not love the land.
O sea, that knowest thy strength.
These sands, these listless, helpless,
Sun-gold sands, I’ll play with these,
Or crush them in my white-fanged hands
For leagues, to please
The thing in me that is the Sea,
Intangible, untamed,
Untamed and wild,
And wild and weird and strong!"
- Effie Lee Newsome
"Monday I found a boot-
Rust and salt leather.
I gave it back to the sea, to dance in.
Tuesday a spar of timer worth thirty bob.
Next winter
It will be a chair, a coffin, a bed.
Wednesday a half can of Swedish spirits.
I tilted my head.
The shore was cold with mermaids and angels.
Thursday I got nothing, seaweed,
A whale bone,
Wet feet and a loud cough.
Friday I held a seaman's skull,
Sand spilling from it
The way time is told on kirkyard stones.
Saturday a barrel of sodden oranges.
A Spanish ship
Was wrecked last month at The Kame.
Sunday, for fear of the elders,
I sit on my bum.
What's heaven? A sea chest with a thousand gold coins."
- George MacKay Brown
Memories of Pacific Coast Places
"Exploring Willapa Bay today,
From Tokeland Marina to Raymond's river beds that stray,
And huge stacks of Douglas Firs waiting to be cut up a dozen ways;
To South Bend's grassy sloughs, piles of shelled oysters white and grey,
To the cliffs and river near Bay Center’s docks, where oystermen work away.
Memories of this Pacific Sea and my septuagenarian life swell up today:
Our
photograph of the young surfer remains in hand, long after the teen has
become a man.
The razor clams sucked the food from the foaming sand, for ten million years
following an identical plan.
At low tide the muddy Willapa Bay, scary like quicksand, keeps me away.
A dead whale in the sand near Orick rots, the carrion birds eat and happily
squawk.
The Baja beachlands baked bone hard dry, from the endless summer sun on
high.
I listen to the sounds of the surf from the shell over my ear, the sea so
far and yet so near.
I rest by my simple yurt by the sea, and light a campfire at dawn and just
be.
I used to smoke, now I don't, stopped making my weary lungs cough and choke.
I body-surfed till tired and cold, and ended it at age 50, just too damn
old.
My memories of the ocean will hang on, long after my few big footprints 0n
the wet dirt trail are gone.
Lots of fishing but no catching, so the old diner's dinner menu was very
fetching.
The high tide left a flotsam line, and I walked along and picked up a lovely
agate find.
The crowds are all gone in winter, and the incoming driftwood piles up and
splinters.
Tsunamis ready to unroll from the offshore Cascadia earthquake zone, that
indeed could
erase hundreds of homes.
Summer kites in Lincoln City, crowds galore, sunburnt children playing at
the shore.
The lingcod fed around the breakwater rocks, avoiding our hooks in the
seaweed’s tangled locks.
Fishermen at the pier, baiting their hooks, waiting, waiting, baiting,
staring at the sea swells, waiting.
The Dharma Bums at Big Sur are gone, a few clever word-smiths of drunken sad
hip rambling songs.
“All life is suffering!” so some Zen men say; but I’m an Epicurean anyway:
Find ways to suffer less and enjoy more Today.
Esalen hot tubs and philosopher’s seminars at the edge of the sea, and the
smell of cannabis in the breeze.
In a San Diego hillside temple Paramahansa Yogananda preached for one’s
realized being,
bowing in Child’s Pose and clearly seeing.
The high Santa Barbara Mission walls gleam white in the sun, and the priest
raises the Host of the Son.
In a stone house by the Sur shore, Robinson Jefferson lamented the presence
of mankind and more.
The Beatnicks in Venice still laugh and listen, mixed with Yuppies and
Hippies and musclemen.
San Francisco still hugs the hills, and the Golden Gate’s Bridge whistling
moan has been stilled.
I walked to the beach from the Green Gulch Zen Farm, thinking of Alan Watt’s
reminders and alarms.
In McKinleyville, playing under the gray clouds from the sea, Grandmaster
Yang Jwing Ming enjoys his Tai Chi.
The surf fisherman released the fat pregnant surf perch, a considerate
donation to the Fertility Church.
At the
gaping Mouth of the Columbia, stands Astoria, dank and old, with harbor
seals
barking loud on the docks so cold.
Chinooks and Chelais Peoples once camped near the Grayland strand, diseases
erased them all from this land.
Eureka Bay, wasting away in the plywood papermills’ scum with the old
nuclear plant’s abandoned concrete core
sort of undone.
Whether in Oakland or Tacoma, ports so busy, docks unloading, 24 hour
bustling cities.
The Quinault River flows to the sea, through a rain forest Olympic born, so
very very green as far as you can see.
Grays Harbor for a change is in clear skied sun, fishing boats hustle to get
into the King Salmon fall run.
Coos Bay darkened in the fierce wind and rain; while the Indian Casino was
bright and gay,
slot machines running night and day.
Quiet Brooking, a humble seaside place, with the Pelican Bay Prison nearby
locking up
the worst of the human race.
Malibu beach surfers wait for the best right swell, then launch for a long
ride feeling so damn well.
My brother lives in Carlsbad, high above the sea; he walks slowly below the
crumbling cliffs
feeling somewhat free.
Taking the Gold’s Beach power boat ride up the Rogue, spinning and splashing
and speeding along;
nevertheless, it seem like somethings wrong.
From the dark depths of Monterey Bay, two whales came up by our boat to
breathe one day.
A pelican rested on a Westport dock post, looking for a feathered lover or
a run of the eulachon smelt that he liked the most.
All alone with the roaring surf, and hungry sea gulls gathering close on
nearby turf.
A tin of Ekone smoked oysters and French bread for lunch today, and a coffee
latte to let my palette play.
I looked at more pictures of the Pacific, my inner feelings plotted against
external criteria, trying to be specific.
The redwood groves soaked up the fog, intertwining their octopus roots for
centuries, confident of a long slog.
Flocks of
birds fill the Spring sky, and that some salmon are not running up the
John’s River is
a tricky fisherman’s little lie.
Dip netting for crabs from the Westport pier, the harbor waters were
strangely clear.
More fir tree trunks were piled around the Aberdeen mills, cut daily from
the distant lush Willapa Hills.
The Bandon cranberry bogs are fruitless now, but my Ocean Spray juice cup
carries their essence anyhow.
The sand dunes near Cape Kiwanda, Florence or Pismo still creep up and down
with the wind;
ORVing on them seems to me a sin.
The tides and long swells are the epic poem, the waves are the rhymes,
images, and metaphors chosen.
Hecate Head tide pools unflooding slowly: limpets, mussels, chitons,
anemones,
urchins, even crabs revealed – a scene that’s holy.
The mammoth winter surf at the Mavericks at Monterey or at Shore Acres near
Coos Bay,
both scare the shit out of anyone in their crushing crashing way.
L.A. is
sandwiched between the Palos Verdes cliffs and Mt. Baldy’s stones, for 50
years it was my home.
On Ventura Highway, over the haunted Hotel California, just one eagle flies
alone.
My mom loved Carpenteria, and she held our hands tight, as we walked
together in the starry 1950 night.
San Onofre’s concrete beehive nuclear dome is locked tight, a memento to
ideas not yet right.
Navy destroyers in the San Diego docks are loading tonight, sailor’s
readying for a fight.
The Capistrano swallows return, again and again, a sure as the sun creates
seasons for women and men.
The tourists at the two Newports, one north one south, watch the slow yachts
moving about.
Seattle’s high-tech millions make Puget Sound home, settled uneasy at the
base of Ranier’ snowy dome.
U.S.Highway 101, El Camino Real, from border to border, carrying
trade and traveler’s under a funded Federal order.
Three impressive Pacific States in a row, where I’ve lived so long and
watched them unceasingly grow.
The Café
by the Edge of the Sea is hidden faraway, somewhere on the lonely south
shore of Tillamook Bay.
The Bolsa Chica tin-can beach years ago was cleaned, but now the smell of
oil stinks up the scene.
The Huntington long pier was swept asunder, yet rebuilt again and again,
despite the costly numbers.
Our sunburnt hands from Laguna once stung and blistered, decades later skin
cancer took her sister.
The glass beach at Fort Bragg glistens at dusk, the remnants of a trash
dump, just broken colored husks.
We watched the whales from that Port Orford cliffside café, eating oatmeal
and berries to start the day.
The smells of myrtlewood from the foggy seaside canyons still linger, as I
twist their dried leaves in my fingers.
Yes, I’ve
heard the Memaloose Ghosts in the Sitka swamps all talking, and I
also left quickly in fear fast walking.
I dreamt of skulls and skeletons, graveyards of broken canoes, Islands of
the Dead,
creepy Clatsop Chinook stories in my head.
In the Nehalem rain, with a deep dark dripping forest all around,
a Memaloose Spook spoke to me with whispered words:
‘The tide comes in, the tide goes out, that’s the essence of what It’s All
About.
Your tide flows out, old man, so best now to smile and shout and stroll
bravely out.”
- Michael P. Garofalo, Memories of Pacific Coast Places, 5/26/2022
"My fingers touch the cool, firm sand,
They let it sift between them, lovingly.
The little waves, with rhythmic melody,
Hush, and whisper, and break forth in gentle song,
As they plash in and out;
As each recedes, the uncovered beach
Is quickened with a life from out the west,
And--like the dew drops on the faery webs
That breathe with color in the early morn--
Each moment it receives the warm caress
Of that far, radiant space beyond the sea,
And, shimmering momently, gives back
A quiet answer, with a flush
Of soft dream fire."
- Katherine Taylor
"The beach is truly home, its broad expanse of
sand as welcoming as a mother's open arms. What's more, this landscape,
which extends as far as the eye can see, always reminds me of possibility."
- Joan Anderson
"In every outthrust headland, in every curving
beach, in every grain of sand there is the story of the earth."
- Rachel Carson
"Up from the dark the moon begins to creep;
And now a pallid, haggard face lifts she
Above the water-line: thus from the deep
A drowned body rises solemnly."
- Thomas B. Aldrich, Moonrise at Sea
"One cannot collect all the beautiful shells
on the beach. One can collect only a few, and they are
more beautiful if they are few."
- Anne Morrow Lindbergh
"Swiftly out from the friendly lilt of the
band,
The crowd’s good laughter, the loved eyes of men,
I am drawn nightward; I must turn again
Where, down beyond the low untrodden strand,
There curves and glimmers outward to the unknown
The old unquiet ocean. All the shade
Is rife with magic and movement. I stray alone
Here on the edge of silence, half afraid
Waiting a sign. In the deep heart of me
The sullen waters swell towards the moon,
And all my tides set seaward.
From inland
Leaps a gay fragment of some mocking tune,
That tinkles and laughs and fades along the sand,
And dies between the seawall and the sea."
- Rupert Brooke, Seaside
"If there is a heaven for me, I'm sure it has
the beach attached to it."
- Jimmy Buffet
"The beach of life can be anything and
everything from tranquil, calm, sunny, peaceful,
and magically wonderful to gray, overcast, turbulent, roller-coastery, or
stormy."
- Barbara Legan
"I saw the long line of the vacant shore,
The sea-weed and the shells upon the sand,
And the brown rocks left bare on every hand,
As if the ebbing tide would flow no more.
Then heard I, more distinctly than before,
The ocean breathe and its great breast expand,
And hurrying came on the defenceless land
The insurgent waters with tumultuous roar.
All thought and feeling and desire, I said,
Love, laughter, and the exultant joy of song
Have ebbed from me forever! Suddenly o’er me
They swept again from their deep ocean bed,
And in a tumult of delight, and strong
As youth, and beautiful as youth, upbore me."
- Henry Wadsworth Longellow, The Tides, 1865
"A beach is not only a sweep of sand, but
shells of sea creatures, the sea glass, the seaweed,
the incongruous objects washed up by the ocean.
- Henry Grunwald
"To escape and sit quietly on the beach -
that's my idea of paradise.
- Emilia Wickstead
"The sea has now changed from it's natural, to
river coloured water, the probable consequence of some
streams falling into the bay, or into the ocean to the north of it, through
the low land."
- George Vancouver
"The three great elemental sounds of nature
are the sound of rain, the sound of wind in the woods,
and the sound of the
ocean outside on a beach."
- Henry Beston
"All knowledge and understanding of the
Universe was no more than playing with stones and shells on the
seashore of
the vast imponderable ocean of truth."
- Isaac Newton
"Landward the breakers roll and run,
The gray-white ospreys near and flee,
Beneath the long slant winter sun
Beside the winter sea.
With chilly gleam the shingle shines;
The sand with icy umber glows;
Back from the beach the stunted pines
Stand somber in the snows.
The horizon shows a steely glint,--
A line of pickets white patrolled;
The empty zenith holds the hint
Of cruelty and cold.
The north-wind clarions; 'tis a dirge,
A requiem, a threnody,
Keyed to the sad sound of the surge
Beside the winter sea."
- Clinton Scollard
"wade
through black jade.
of the crow-blue musssel shells, one keeps
adjusting the ash heaps:
open and shutting itself like
an
injured fan
The barnacles which encrust the side
of the wave, cannot hide
there for the submerged shafts
of the
sun,
split like spun
glass, move themselves with spotlike swiftness
into the crevices─
in and out, illuminating
the
turquoise sea
of bodies. The water drives a wedge
or iron through the iron edge
of the cliff, whereupon
the stars,
pink
rice-grains, ink-
bespattered jelly-fish, crabs like green
lillies, and submarine
toadstools, slide
each on the other." ...
- Marianne Moore, The Fish, 1935
"O patient shore, that cans't not go to meet
Thy love, the restless sea, how comfortest
Thou all thy loneliness? Art thou at rest,
When, loosing his strong arms from round thy feet,
He turns away? Know'st thou, however sweet
That other shore may be, that to thy breast
He must return? And when in sterner test
He folds thee to a heart which does not beat,
Wraps thee in ice, and gives no smile, no kiss,
To break long wintry days, still dost thou miss
Naugth from thy trust? Still, waiting, unfaltering
The higher, warmer waves which leap in spring?
O sweet, wise shore, to be so satisfied!
O heart, learn from the shore! Love has a tide."
- Helen Hunt Jackson, Tides
"From north to south, and south to north,
Up and down, all year round,
moving around
to and from
for food, for mates, for warmth and sun:
the swallows at Capistrano,
the butterflies at Monterey,
the geese from Canada,
the whales from Vancouver Island,
the salmon from the North seas.
Traveler's all
on the West Coast
flyways and seaways;
like clockwork on calendars,
predictable, expected─
treasured."
- Michael P. Garofalo, The Butterflies are Back
"The same water—a different wave.
What matters is that it is a wave.
What matters is that the wave will return.
What matters is that it will always return different.
What matters most of all: however different the returning wave,
it will always return as a wave of the sea.
What is a wave? Composition and muscle.
The same goes for lyric poetry."
- Marina Tsvetaeva, The Wave Always Returns
"Timeless sea breezes,
sea-wind of the night:
you come for no one;
if someone should wake,
he must be prepared
how to survive you.
Timeless sea breezes,
that for eons have
blown ancient rocks,
you are the purest space
coming from afar ...
Oh, how a fruit-bearing
fig tree feels your coming
high up in the moonlight."
- Rainer Marie Rilke, Song of the Sea
"Sunset and evening star,
And one clear call for me!
And may there be no moaning of the bar,
When I put out to sea,
But such a tide as moving seems asleep,
Too full for sound and foam,
When that which drew from out the boundless deep
Turns again home.
Twilight and evening bell,
And after that the dark!
And may there be no sadness of farewell,
When I embark;
For tho’ from out our bourne of Time and Place
The flood may bear me far,
I hope to see my Pilot face to face
When I have crost the bar."
- Alfred Lord Tennyson, Crossing of the Bar
"Not shy as tree nymphs are said to be
not oak-dwelling, but Sitka spruce
never worry about leaves leaving and
not returning, like dawn-swept dreams.
With Artemis, we see unseen hands
hired to wrench Dudleya plants off their native
North Coast. Bluff lettuce, pale green
rosettes of fleshy leaves vermillion-tipped,
erects a stem and blooms with a cluster
of yellow flowers. Not abalone iridescent,
yet coveted, like a nymph by Pan.
Ancient wardens, we whisper suspicion into
ears ready to follow the trail of dirt.
Replanting like healing.
Don't believe in my existence, in dryads
or archer Artemis roaming forests and hills?
Believe the plunder. Tiny Dudleyas,
tall redwoods, poachers grab: it's what they do.
Spring: my home tree grows fingers of
bright needle-like leaves. I have been here eons.
Artemis too, watchful, unleaving."
- Simona Carini, Dryads Live in Sitka Spruce
Fishermen
by a rocky shore,
winds blowing wildly,
in a boat unmoored--
such is our condition.
- Saigyo, 1118 - 1190
"When the swallows come back to Capistrano
That's the day you promised to come back to me
When you whispered, "Farewell" in Capistrano
T'was the day the swallows flew out to the sea
All the mission bells will ring
The chapel choir will sing
The happiness you'll bring
Will live in my memory
When the swallows come back to Capistrano
That's the day I pray that you'll come back to me!"
- Glen Miller Orchestra, When the Swallows Come Back to Capistrano
Haiku by Michael P. Garofalo
- Seaside Thoughts
blooms of spring flanked by evergreens─ sunshine on stones |
the sea smashed on the shore─ drifting thoughts |
driftwood floats by at high tide─ boats hide |
grains of sand on Grayland's strand─ needles on pines |
cells in my hand moving the sand─ raindrops washing the sea |
oyster shots tingle my tongue─ cannabis buzzes her brain |
rocks of the jetty slick and cold─ black rockfish gather below |
pumps watering red cranberry fields─ wind turbines spinning |
jet lights high in the sky─ the moon over black soft surf |
the surf swallowed all in its way─ night and day |
birds gather on the
mud─ low tide at noon |
Foggy all morning─ a raven breakfasts on red roadkill |
broken razor clam
shells scattered around─ drunken men laughing |
the creek was flooded─ they unpacked their backpacks |
The End Days, the Rapture─ she died in dementia |
Do the pines daydream? feeding logs into the flames |
||
Slices of Time
The arrow of Time never rests,
moving forward unrelenting
irreversible
from hot towards cold
from organized to disorganized
from past to future
from moving towards stillness
from life towards death.
Or,
so it seems, to us,
with our little particulars in view
and our social habits a must.
The spider-webs of Time are legion
multitudes of nows of heres;
Uncountable heres and theres
unhitched
from any eternal present everywhere.
For a woman at eighty, or a lass of eight,
Time past or present carries different weights.
- Michael P. Garofalo
"Plow over bars of sea plowing,
the moon by moon work of the sea,
the plowing, sand and rock, must
be done.
Ride over, ride over bars of sea riding,
the sun and the blue riding of the sea—
sit in the saddles and say it, sea riders.
Slant up and go, silver breakers; mix
the high howls of your dancing; shoot
your laugh of rainbow foam tops.
Foam wings, fly; pick the comers, the fin pink,
the belly green, the blue rain sparks, the
white wave spit—fly, you foam wings.
The men of the sea are gone to work; the women
of the sea are off buying new hats, combs, clocks;
it is rust and gold on the roofs of the sea."
- Carl Sandburg, Fins
"Swiftly out from the friendly lilt of the band,
The crowd’s good laughter, the loved eyes of men,
I am drawn nightward; I must turn again
Where, down beyond the low untrodden strand,
There curves and glimmers outward to the unknown
The old unquiet ocean. All the shade
Is rife with magic and movement. I stray alone
Here on the edge of silence, half afraid,
Waiting a sign. In the deep heart of me
The sullen waters swell towards the moon,
And all my tides set seaward.
From inland
Leaps a gay fragment of some mocking tune,
That tinkles and laughs and fades along the sand,
And dies between the seawall and the sea."
- Rupert Brooke, Seaside
Journeys, Travels, Explorations
"The use of traveling is to regulate imagination by reality, and instead
of thinking how things
may be, to see them as they are."
- Samuel Johnson""
"The
soul of a journey is liberty, perfect liberty, to think, feel, do just
as once pleases."
- William Hazlitt
“Travel and change of place impart new
vigor to the mind.”
– Seneca
“Take only memories, leave only
footprints.”
– Chief Seattle
“People don’t take trips, trips take
people.”
– John Steinbeck
"The gladdest
moment in human life, methinks, is a departure to unknown lands."
- Richard Burton
"The more you explore, the more you
find that needs exploring.
- Anonymous
"We go westward
as into the future, with a spirit of enterprise and adventure."
- Henry David Thoreau
"To my mind, the greatest reward and
luxury of travel is to be able to experience everyday
things as if for the first time, to be in a position in which almost
nothing is so familiar it is
taken for granted.”
– Bill Bryson
“For my part, I travel not to go anywhere,
but to go. I travel for travel’s sake.
The great affair is to move.”
– Robert Louis Stevenson
“Not all those who wander are lost.”
– J.R.R. Tolkien
“He who would travel happily must travel
light.”
– Antoine de St. Exupery
"Good
company in a journey makes the way to seem the shorter."
- Izaac Walton
“To awaken alone in a strange town is one
of the pleasantest sensations in the world.”
– Freya Stark
"Traveling─it
leaves you speechless, then it turns you into a storyteller."
- Ibn Battuta
“The world is a book, and those who do not
travel read only one page.”
– Saint Augustine
“One’s destination is never a place, but a
new way of seeing things.”
– Henry Miller
“Travel is never a matter of money, but
of courage.”
- Paulo Coelho
“Stuff your eyes with wonder, live as if
you’d drop dead in ten seconds. See the world. It’s more
fantastic than any dream made or paid for in factories.”
– Ray Bradbury
“Travel makes one modest. You see what a
tiny place you occupy in the world.”
– Gustave Flaubert
"One man's
exploration is another man's home ground."
- Anonymous
“Travel isn’t always pretty. It isn’t
always comfortable. Sometimes it hurts, it even breaks your heart.
But that’s okay. The journey changes you; it should change you. It
leaves marks on your memory, on your
consciousness, on your heart, and on your body. You take something with
you. Hopefully, you leave
something good behind.”
– Anthony Bourdain
“With age, comes wisdom. With travel,
comes understanding.”
– Sandra Lake
“Life begins at the end of your comfort
zone.”
– Neale Donald Walsch
I
read "The
Oregon Trail: An American Saga" By David Dary, Oxford University,
2004, index, 414 pages.
A detailed accounting of the over 350,000 people who traveled from the
Missouri River to Oregon
and
California from 1850-1869 via
wagons on the Oregon Trail. Talk about "Journeys!"
Photographs,
Blog
Posts, Activity Reports, Tips
Camping Trips from September 2021 - December 2022
Coastal Southwestern Washington and Northwestern Oregon
Reports from Michael P. Garofalo
Four Days in Grayland,
Part I
Grays Harbor and Willapa Bay:
A Traveler's Hypertext Notebook and Guide
The Four Days in Grayland Series began in September, 2021.
Grayland Beach, Southwestern Washington
Fiction, Novels, Short Stories, Poetry
Novels, Fiction, Short Stories
Reading the Region: Northwest Schools of Literature
. By Stephenie Meyers. Vampires and teenage romance in Forks, WA. 2007 : Aberdeen, Westport, Grayland. By James Bierce. Post-apocalyptic horror stories.
Poetry
Pacific Northwest Poetry Series
Mike Garofalo at the Klickitat River in Southwest Washington, 2019
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